Dona Nobis Pacem.

EFY finally got back to me today. 4 months after my interview, and 2 months after I was supposed to have an answer from them.

They offered me a position as a counselor for 3 weeks in Arizona, the first of which starts this Monday.

Oh, how I wanted to go!

But the first week is a stay-at-home session that doesn't provide me housing, the second week is my sister's high school graduation, and the last week is when summer term starts at BYU. So it's not going to work.

I thought I had gotten over the disappointment already - but I haven't. And my heart is breaking all over again. Will I ever be able to do something I've dreamed of?

Dona Nobis Pacem - Lord, grant us peace.